Month: October 2003

I sent her an im, but did not get a response. So we have talked in 3 days I think.

Makes me happy

I don’t have any problems and i can deal with my feelings and you are the one with the mixed signals not me. You say that you don’t want to talk and then you do want to talk. what the hell is that.

AAAAAH, there was this song by the Jackson’s called Scream that’s what I want to do.

1 whole day without checking her stauts, or e-mailing

I didn’t talk to Rebecca today, but I did check her away status twice.

yeah fucking right. you found out in the morning that you had something to do. YET YOU TAKE YOUR SORRY ASS TIME LETTING ME KNOW. I know what it takes. I was online you could have e-mailed/im’ed/call me when you walked your ‘caring ass'(and I use that phrase lightly). I had people miss a once a week class to come talk to me in the hospital. I had no word baid and this person made me feel better. even if you HAD to do this thing at 4, I am sure there was time between morning practice and 4 here we could have talked. This pisses me off because you say you care about me. THAT’S A LIE. You on 2 different occasions have called my friend a liar, which is a shame. You say one thing or do one thing then say another. I don’t need this shit. I tried to talk this though with you on several occasions. You call me immature because I don’t want to come sit in your fucking room to discuss this. It is not to much to go to a neutral place, I didn’t ask you to part the sea. Youi are the current and only problem I have. You don’t want to talk about it, so fuck you. I don’t know what I need, but I do know what I don’t need. THAT IS YOU DOING THIS TO ME. You may think I am immature, BUT AT LEAST i AM HONEST WITH MY FEELINGS. Everyone I have talked to about this problem doesn’t know what yours is. I have defended you to the nth degree because I thought you were a good person. I can’t and am NOT going to deal with it anymore. You can take the biggest stick you can find turn that son-bitch sideways and shove it right up your ass. DON’T REPLY TO THIS OR THERE MAY BE A NASTY AUTO-REPLY YOU WON’T LIKE. I hope you enjoy your new fucking boyfriend, his house, and the respect he show you. I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM WITH THE HELP OF MY FRIENDS, and thr intention you are too weak to confront this problem.

Vernon ‘I DON’T NEED TO DEAL WITH REBECCA GAIL KURSHENBAUM AND HER FUCKING PROBLEMS’ Davis

This is HOPEFULLY the last communication between us. lord/anybody help me!!!

If you put a boat in a river and never do anything to stop it, it will float away. So I came up with this a couple of weeks ago, can anyone figure it our besides Jessyann

[16:02:47] Rebecca K.: if i didnt have a boyfriend, could we be friends
[16:03:10] OddNew: WE may never know
[16:03:46] Rebecca K.: why
[16:04:02] OddNew: bc you have a bf
[16:05:14] Rebecca K.: what if i said that i will dump him, then can we be friends
[16:05:29] OddNew: how would that make him feel
[16:05:38] OddNew: I don’t want to be just friends with you
[16:06:03] Rebecca K.: he will understand and we will be friends again cuz we started out ar friends
[16:06:24] OddNew: well that’s all nice and dandy
[16:06:29] OddNew: but it’s not helping me
[16:08:26] Rebecca K.: how not, if i dont have a bf, we dont have a problem
[16:08:53] OddNew: your’e right, now you and him have a problem,, and I still have a problem
[16:10:08] Rebecca K.: what will be your problem and he will undrstand

Is that a mixed signal, because she doesn’t think it is. I do

Hello:
You say you don’t have a hard time dealing with you emotions. I know that is how you feel, but I disagree with you. But my opinion doesn’t matter in this case, it kinda effects me but it is your choice. I just think that if you didn’t have a problem dealing with you emotions, you would have told me why you needed me when I asked you. You may have had to leave right away, but I did send you an e-mail at the beginning of the day, and a couple throughout. It would be nice to have an answer, I need closure on this issue. You have a boyfriend, and I still like you. There is no reason to keep this going on, it is not helping me. You are sending me mixed signals, and I need to get on with my life. You have made a choice to not be with me as a girlfriend, in my opinion. You want to be friends, but the way things are going that is ill advised right now. Several people are in agreement with me that it is a stupid way to go. Seeing as how I still love you and you don’t want to be my girlfriend anymore. It is going to be better for both of us. I will be able to get though my problem of not having a family easier if I am not trying to figure out if you want to be with me or not. That will be one less thing on my plate, no reason to let it keep nagging me.

Oh my gosh, it’s official!! http://apnews1.iwon.com//article/20031002/D7TUALPO0.html

My goodness all this time I was thinking there were WMD’s, NOT. What a waste of time and money.