supposdly I am over Rebecca, that’s news to me
I am going to need all the help I can get, I am out of the hospitial. I am still feeling pretty hopeless, help me if you can. I will do my best to make it.
I wish I could say that, but I can’t it really sucks. I realize that I am nobody’s somebody, no one to call/write/e-mail that I care about. Life really sucks when you have no one to call on. If you ever become a parent, DO NOT treat your children wrong. They will pay for it and life will suck. Especially when they are about to graduate college, they are expected to go out and be a productive member in society. But what the hell am I supposed to do when I go home. No one to talk to about anything, my horrible day at work. How the person you love has issues that they do not want to face, because they are afraid. I hope if ANY of you have EVER broken anyone’s heart, it never happens to you. It sucks, and you probably hurt that person very much. I am still upset with Rebecca (email@example.com, firstname.lastname@example.org) that she broke up with me for a stupid ass reason. I tried to totally understand where she was coming, but CANNOT. She says she does not have a problem with homeless people, that is udder bullshit. She says there were also other reasons, BULLSHIT. I was/am still the same person that she broke up with in December, because she did not want a serious relationship. Now if she had a problem with anything, she SHOULD NOT have gone back out with me. HELL I would have been better off!!! It hurts worse when you string people along, I would rather be 100% honest than a white liar. I once broke up with someone, but I did not try to go back out with that person. I didn’t let crap build-up either, the moment I had a problem with them, I let her know. I wasn’t playing with tug of war with that person’s heart. I don’t have many people I call friends, because people change. That is why I haven’t been let down that many times. I opened up to her and gave her all of me. I respected her as a person, and this is what I got. But against all odds, and my personal logic I gave her a second chance. I was ready to give her a third chance because I cared for her. But when someone is too weak to admit that they have a problem, I don’t need to associate with that person. I am not perfect in any sense, but I am able to admit that. It takes someone with a lot of will and desire to admit they have a problem. But you shouldn’t take other people down with you, and that is what she tried (I suppose) to do. I am walking here and been thinking. I don’t have much reason to do anything, no one to call and tell them I graduated. I suppose I will get in my U-Haul and do something with it, maybe not because I have no reason to do it. Personal goals are great, but they are no good if you don’t have anyone to celebrate them with. Signing off for now.
What do you do when the only person you care about is out of your life?
Okay, so I am on the ‘market’ now. Anyone who is remotely interested in me has a chance. I don’t have a girlfriend, hope that clears up what market I was talking about.
My learning style is:
The VARK Questionnaire Results
Your scores were:
http://www.vark-learn.com/english/page.asp?p=questionnaire, it’s only 1 page
For some reason Rebecca thinks we need to discuss the situation, of course I don’t I tried to make it crystal clear.
You broke up with me for a stupid ass reason, it’s over. There is no need to explain why you did it. I don’t care why you did it, you have nothing to prove to me. We don’t need to have any discussions about anything. There is only one thing I will accept, and that is marriage.
Free report for: Vernon Davis
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Get down to Niles on Monday June 23rd. Sees you kinda surprise I suppose
Leaves Niles on Tuesday June 24th. Nothing about breaking up with me.
Arrives Niles on Saturday July 5th. 11 days have gone by
Arrives Kalamazoo on Mondya July 7th, inform you that I am living at the Mission
Tuesday July 8th Breaks up with me!
My ex-girlfriend says she broke up wiht me bc I showed her and her grandma disrespect by coming down on the 23rd. You make a judgement call on this.
How do you tell someone, very nicely. To A. KISS MY ASS!!, B. Fuck Off, C. Leave me alone?