Girls suck in fiction also

So I am reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix. There’s this girl who likes Harry. ‘Cho’ Let me just pharaphase. This is after Harry gets done teaching a class. Pg. 455-456

“No, you go on,” he heard her say to her friend Marietta, and his heart gave a jolt that seemed to take it into the region of his Adam’s apple.
He pretended to be straightening the cushion pile. He was quite sure they were alone now and waited for her to speak. Instead, he heard a hearty sniff.
He turned and saw Cho standing in the middle of the room, tears pouring doen her face. (this is where my said, what the fuck is going on)
“Wha-?”
He didn’t know what to do. She was simply standing there, crying silently.
“what’s up? He said feebly.

A FEW DELETED LINES HERE ABOUT THE DEATH OF CEDRIC

“Miseltoe,” said Cho quietly, pointing at the ceiling over his head.
Skip a couple line
“I really like you, Harry” (why the hell she just didn’t say that instead of fake crying)

This is such crap. this book is writtern by a lady. Why not just tell HP that you like him and get it over with?

Friday night @ 8

I am looking for a female to go on a date Friday night @ 8. Dinner, movie, walk from the dinner to movie. If you are interested give me a call 906-227-9735 or leave a message.

Long IM between US

Session Start (oddnew:Rebecca K.): Mon Sep 29 14:50:20 2003
[14:50:21] OddNew: ugh
[14:50:26] Rebecca K.: hi
[14:50:37] OddNew: what do you hate?
[14:50:48] Rebecca K.: people who ignore me on aim
[14:51:04] OddNew: what if they are playing a game, and not really ignoring you?
[14:52:09] Rebecca K.: then an away message is helpful
[14:52:41] OddNew: maybe I had signed off
[14:52:47] OddNew: and got signed back on
[14:52:53] OddNew: Idid
[14:53:11] Rebecca K.: how did you get signed off and then signed back on
[14:53:23] OddNew: auto reconnect
[14:53:35] OddNew: I moved my laptop, therefor dropping the wireless
[14:53:45] Rebecca K.: i thought you didnt have an internet connection at the jansen house
[14:54:08] OddNew: who said I was at the Jansen house? and it’s Janzen
[14:54:38] Rebecca K.: i know people and that is the house on spring street
[14:54:54] Rebecca K.: and i know people
[14:55:02] OddNew: so?
[14:55:07] OddNew: what’s your point?
[14:55:20] Rebecca K.: that means that you are back there
[14:55:24] OddNew: nope
[14:55:27] OddNew: sorry wrong
[14:55:31] OddNew: I am not there
[14:56:08] Rebecca K.: then where are you cuz you’re not back on campus
[14:56:30] OddNew: need to know info
[14:57:11] Rebecca K.: i cna find out
[14:57:17] OddNew: no you can’t
[14:57:30] OddNew: only 1 or 2 people know
[14:57:40] Rebecca K.: and i know them
[14:57:57] OddNew: so
[14:58:00] OddNew: they won’t tell you
[14:58:01] Rebecca K.: there are ways to find things out about you
[14:58:18] OddNew: stalking is illegal in ALL 50 states and terrtories
[14:59:00] Rebecca K.: yeah but people know things
[14:59:18] OddNew: only 3 people know the whole sutiiontion
[14:59:22] OddNew: and I have there trust
[14:59:25] Rebecca K.: this campus is small so things get around
[14:59:42] OddNew: big deal
[14:59:47] Rebecca K.: what situation
[14:59:50] OddNew: things do get around
[14:59:56] Rebecca K.: why dont oyu want people to know where you live
[15:00:30] OddNew: bc it ain’t none of there damn business, and last time I told some one where I was leaving, I got dumped
[15:00:57] Rebecca K.: it was becaus eoyu are happy being a bum
[15:01:10] OddNew: I’m not a bum
[15:01:33] Rebecca K.: why arent you graduating in december
[15:02:01] Rebecca K.: you’re right you are not a bum but you are happy not working
[15:02:09] OddNew: big deal
[15:02:13] OddNew: I don’t need to work
[15:02:27] Rebecca K.: exactly you would rather be homeless then a bum
[15:02:33] Rebecca K.: then working
[15:03:22] OddNew: I don’t see you with an apartment
[15:03:38] Rebecca K.: what does that have to do with anything
[15:03:53] OddNew: I don’t have an apartment
[15:03:57] OddNew: we are the same
[15:04:20] Rebecca K.: no we are not, i wouldnt choose to be homeless then working
[15:04:48] OddNew: I was working
[15:05:16] Rebecca K.: i would work enough so that i could have a place of my own
[15:05:54] OddNew: ok
[15:05:56] OddNew: big deal
[15:06:12] OddNew: I like NASCAR
[15:06:48] Rebecca K.: if you got married you would be ok with living in a homeless shelter
[15:06:56] OddNew: NO
[15:07:04] Rebecca K.: its the same thing
[15:07:09] OddNew: but I ain’t married
[15:07:37] Rebecca K.: whats the difference of living by yourself in a shelter or with someone else
[15:08:13] OddNew: bc if you are married you are supposed to be able to provide a lifestyle for yourself and wife/husband
[15:08:26] OddNew: and I didn’t have anywere elese to go
[15:08:44] Rebecca K.: when you are married where will you go then
[15:08:47] OddNew: it was for 3 losuy weeks
[15:08:53] OddNew: will I go where?
[15:09:34] Rebecca K.: its hard to provide a lifestyle for 2 people it entails work
[15:09:46] OddNew: I know
[15:09:51] OddNew: what’s yoru point
[15:09:52] Rebecca K.: and you could have stayed with your friend up here
[15:09:57] OddNew: nope
[15:10:03] Rebecca K.: y not
[15:10:10] Rebecca K.: ive stayed with my friends
[15:10:33] Rebecca K.: you dont like to work therefore htere wont be much of a lifestyle
[15:10:48] OddNew: I don’t like to work if I don’t have to
[15:10:56] OddNew: and I don’t have to right now
[15:11:15] OddNew: you don’t have to shave your beard
[15:11:18] OddNew: so you don’t
[15:11:23] Rebecca K.: i dont like to work either but to have the lifestyle i want i need to work
[15:11:35] OddNew: well I am happy with my lifestyle
[15:11:42] OddNew: you don’t ever hear me complaining
[15:11:54] OddNew: I am done talking about this issue
[15:12:01] Rebecca K.: you complain all the time that oyu dont like your life
[15:12:36] OddNew: when was the last time I complained?
[15:12:43] Rebecca K.: a week ago
[15:12:51] OddNew: what did I say?
[15:13:06] Rebecca K.: that you have no one and you dont like your life
[15:13:09] OddNew: well you complain so I suppose thaqt makes you unhappy
[15:13:19] OddNew: well I don’t
[15:13:28] OddNew: no one can grow me a mommy and daddy
[15:13:29] Rebecca K.: when do i complain
[15:13:37] OddNew: you complained early today
[15:13:42] OddNew: I HATE when you do this
[15:13:44] Rebecca K.: i dont have a mommy or daddy either and im dealing with it
[15:14:01] OddNew: well people deal with things differently
[15:14:11] OddNew: and you are NOT in the same situation as me
[15:14:24] OddNew: Who did you stay with this summer?
[15:14:28] Rebecca K.: yes i am, i dont hav eparents wither, i dont have a family either
[15:14:43] OddNew: Who are you going to stay with over semester break?
[15:14:51] Rebecca K.: friends mostly
[15:14:58] OddNew: bullshit
[15:15:04] OddNew: you stayed with your grandma
[15:15:08] OddNew: GRANDMA
[15:15:13] OddNew: sounds like family to me
[15:15:25] Rebecca K.: so what, you could have been close to your foster family but you choose not to
[15:15:36] OddNew: foster family is differnt
[15:15:46] Rebecca K.: how so, they love you
[15:15:47] OddNew: you don’t understand
[15:16:15] Rebecca K.: why dont i understand, i know many people who were in foster families
[15:16:24] OddNew: were you in foster care?
[15:16:31] Rebecca K.: yes
[15:16:32] OddNew: you don’t know what it is
[15:16:39] Rebecca K.: then what is it
[15:16:53] OddNew: it’s having no one to go home to
[15:17:05] OddNew: No one to spend the summer/holidays with that you care abvout
[15:17:17] OddNew: It’s being all alone for years
[15:17:18] Rebecca K.: why dont you care about your foster samily
[15:17:39] OddNew: it’s having to stay at a mission for 3 weeks
[15:17:55] OddNew: it’s having to stay in a small room bc that’s allo you can afford
[15:18:02] OddNew: It’s having no one to cry to
[15:18:02] Rebecca K.: if your foster family raised oyu then why cna’t you stay with them
[15:18:17] OddNew: It’s not having a friggen birthday present
[15:18:22] Rebecca K.: i have never seen you cry
[15:18:43] OddNew: It’s not being able to celebrate you hs graduation
[15:19:07] Rebecca K.: why didnt you care about your foster family
[15:19:30] OddNew: It’s not having any true friends for longedr than 2 years
[15:19:39] OddNew: It’s being ashamed of where you came from
[15:19:44] Rebecca K.: then why dont you keep ypur frineds
[15:19:46] OddNew: It’s having nothing
[15:19:53] OddNew: friends aren’t family
[15:20:08] Rebecca K.: thats true
[15:20:12] Rebecca K.: but mine are close to it
[15:20:38] OddNew: but its not it
[15:21:07] Rebecca K.: you never answered my question
[15:21:29] OddNew: bc they still have foster children
[15:21:41] Rebecca K.: what does that have ot do with anything
[15:21:41] OddNew: and I can’t just go crash there for 3 weeks
[15:22:27] OddNew: It’s havign the only person you ever cared about dump you bc you have no where else to go but the mission
[15:23:08] Rebecca K.: im sorry about that, people make mistakes
[15:23:26] OddNew: I know
[15:24:41] Rebecca K.: you’ve made mistakes too
[15:24:48] OddNew: I know
[15:24:55] OddNew: I am only human
[15:25:37] Rebecca K.: right
[15:25:43] OddNew: I ain’t even mad at you even though I have all the right too
[15:26:15] Rebecca K.: thats good
[15:26:20] OddNew: no
[15:26:51] Rebecca K.: why not
[15:27:26] OddNew: bc I cared about you and ‘I think’ you cared about me
[15:27:38] OddNew: and something as small as that came between us
[15:27:56] Rebecca K.: i told you i made a mistake
[15:28:04] OddNew: I know that
[15:28:14] OddNew: I accepted that along time ago
[15:28:30] OddNew: doesn’t take the pain away
[15:28:53] Rebecca K.: i know
[15:33:44] Rebecca K.: it wa snot just that though
[15:34:20] OddNew: I find that too hard to beleive
[15:34:26] Rebecca K.: why
[15:34:33] OddNew: and no reason is gonna take away the pain
[15:34:35] Rebecca K.: think about how you had treated me
[15:34:52] OddNew: bc if I was such a bad boyfriend you would have dumped me or taken me up on my offer to leave
[15:36:17] OddNew: it really doesn’t matter anymore
[15:41:12] OddNew: I’m not coming down
[15:41:17] Rebecca K.: if you didnt wna tme to leave you shouldn’t have given me the offer
[15:42:56] OddNew: doesn’t matter now
[15:43:03] Rebecca K.: yes it does
[15:43:08] OddNew: why/.
[15:43:18] Rebecca K.: because
[15:43:35] OddNew: you don’t have a boyfriend, and we can get back together?
[15:44:17] Rebecca K.: i can’t discuss this
[15:44:30] OddNew: I know how hard this may be
[15:44:43] OddNew: but avoiding is not going to make it go away
[15:44:53] Rebecca K.: im not avoiding anything
[15:45:05] OddNew: I been avoiding my problem for 3 years
[15:45:11] OddNew: Well why can’t you discuss it
[15:45:15] Rebecca K.: what problem
[15:45:23] OddNew: lack of a family
[15:45:54] Rebecca K.: i don’t want to discuss my personal life right ow
[15:45:56] Rebecca K.: now
[15:46:11] OddNew: then how is that nto avoiding it?
[15:46:39] OddNew: it’s either what I said or it’s not
[15:46:43] Rebecca K.: besides oyu don’t want to get back togehter with me anyway
[15:47:00] OddNew: did I say that?
[15:47:07] Rebecca K.: no
[15:49:14] OddNew: well than don’t assume that
[15:49:33] Rebecca K.: but we can’t get married and that’s what oyu want and i think that we are too different
[15:50:12] OddNew: we have more stuff alike than we do differently
[15:50:19] Rebecca K.: such as
[15:50:34] OddNew: both have a tough time expressing emotions
[15:50:48] OddNew: both don’t have a close family
[15:50:48] Rebecca K.: i can express my emotions without difficulty
[15:50:56] OddNew: no you can’t
[15:51:03] Rebecca K.: why do you say i cnat
[15:51:12] OddNew: bc you can’t
[15:51:16] Rebecca K.: yes i can
[15:51:24] OddNew: Do you remember when I first asked you out
[15:51:34] Rebecca K.: yes, and
[15:51:46] OddNew: it took you awhile to say yes
[15:52:10] OddNew: it took me leaving and saying I never wanted to talk to you again to get you to say you loved me in Feburary
[15:52:13] Rebecca K.: not that long and thats becuase at first i wasnt sure that i wanted to go out with you
[15:52:44] OddNew: and you don’t want to discuss your personal life today
[15:52:50] Rebecca K.: and the fact that you did that proves that you were a jerk
[15:52:58] OddNew: that was not my intent
[15:53:07] Rebecca K.: what was your intent
[15:53:14] OddNew: I was expecting to end our relationship
[15:53:24] OddNew: bc we were not dating at the time
[15:53:30] Rebecca K.: why owuld you dothat if you loved me
[15:53:44] Rebecca K.: so what if we weren’t dating
[15:53:47] OddNew: bc I didn’t think you loved me
[15:54:01] OddNew: I don’t talk to Stepahnei
[15:54:05] Rebecca K.: then what would have been the problem with just fwb
[15:54:17] Rebecca K.: why dont you talk to her
[15:54:21] OddNew: bc there were no benefits
[15:54:36] Rebecca K.: sexual relations a cuddle buddy
[15:54:38] OddNew: and neither one of us intended to have sex
[15:54:46] Rebecca K.: you did
[15:54:57] Rebecca K.: you brought ove condoms and everything
[15:55:03] OddNew: so
[15:55:16] Rebecca K.: condoms means you wanted to have sex
[15:55:24] OddNew: not necessarily
[15:55:33] Rebecca K.: then why did you bring them
[15:55:33] OddNew: it doesn’t matter any more
[15:55:47] Rebecca K.: yes it does
[15:55:51] OddNew: why?
[15:56:01] Rebecca K.: because it shows me your intent
[15:56:17] Rebecca K.: i want to know why you brought the condoms if you didnt intend on having sex
[15:56:25] OddNew: bc I just had them
[15:56:34] Rebecca K.: and i asked you a few times if i wanted to have sex would you and you said yes
[15:56:47] OddNew: but you never did
[15:57:07] Rebecca K.: but if i said i wanted to, you would
[15:57:08] OddNew: and ZI didn’t either
[15:57:20] OddNew: I want $15 million
[15:57:24] OddNew: I ain’t getting it
[15:57:36] Rebecca K.: you never said that you wanted to becuase you knew that i didnt want to
[15:57:44] OddNew: exately
[15:57:54] Rebecca K.: even though you clearly wnated to
[15:58:16] OddNew: Does it matter today?
[15:58:20] Rebecca K.: yes
[15:58:26] OddNew: why?
[15:58:30] Rebecca K.: because
[15:59:15] OddNew: neither one of us was going to have sex with each other at the time
[15:59:23] OddNew: No matter what the other person wanted
[15:59:55] OddNew: you weren’t ready, and I was being a gentleman
[16:01:01] Rebecca K.: but if i wanted to, you would have
[16:01:12] OddNew: no
[16:02:04] Rebecca K.: if i said i was ready
[16:02:13] OddNew: nope
[16:02:36] OddNew: It doesn’t matter anymore
[16:02:42] Rebecca K.: ok, fine
[16:02:45] OddNew: We didn’t have sex
[16:02:52] Rebecca K.: we came close
[16:02:56] OddNew: You still have you honor and so do I
[16:03:00] Rebecca K.: ok
[16:03:10] Rebecca K.: you lost your honor at 11
[16:03:16] OddNew: nope
[16:03:19] Rebecca K.: ok
[16:03:45] OddNew: I know that I have enough will power to give up something I enjoy for my girlfriend
[16:04:04] OddNew: I don’t feel bad when I tell people we didn’t have sex
[16:04:17] Rebecca K.: who are you telling
[16:04:39] OddNew: whoever
[16:04:47] OddNew: When I talk about my ex
[16:04:55] OddNew: and they ask
[16:05:09] Rebecca K.: why do people ask if we’ve have sex it’s none of their business
[16:05:58] OddNew: It’s a good thing to tell them that
[16:06:02] Rebecca K.: why
[16:06:13] Rebecca K.: i think i will if i ever see them
[16:06:17] Rebecca K.: you should tell them
[16:06:23] OddNew: why?
[16:06:33] OddNew: I am not going to lie for no benefit
[16:06:36] Rebecca K.: i dont want people to know weather or not ive had sex
[16:07:10] OddNew: If I was a virgin I would be proud
[16:07:16] OddNew: I’m not and still proud
[16:07:32] Rebecca K.: i am proud
[16:07:45] Rebecca K.: im saving it for the right person should he come along
[16:07:46] OddNew: I don’t want to talk about us(or lack there of0
[16:12:11] OddNew: why is this so difficult?
[16:13:15] Rebecca K.: why is what so difficult
[16:13:49] OddNew: our crappy relationship
[16:14:48] Rebecca K.: elaborate please
[16:15:26] OddNew: it is so diffucult for me to talk or assoiate with you because I want to be with you
[16:15:32] OddNew: and I can’t
[16:15:42] OddNew: but I don’t want to be yoru friend either
[16:15:52] OddNew: or just yoru friend
[16:16:38] Rebecca K.: we need to be friends, we cant be more than that now
[16:16:50] OddNew: we don’t need to be friends
[16:16:56] Rebecca K.: wtime will tell what is meant to be
[16:16:58] OddNew: I don’t want that
[16:17:27] OddNew: Nothings going to happen in the future
[16:17:32] OddNew: You already decided that
[16:18:15] Rebecca K.: not neccessarily
[16:18:21] Rebecca K.: dont assume stuff
[16:18:25] OddNew: I’m not
[16:18:42] OddNew: You have confirmed on 3 diffent oacassions you have a boyfriend
[16:18:53] OddNew: I believe what you say
[16:19:36] Rebecca K.: why do you ask imay not want to discuss that with you
[16:20:03] OddNew: would you dump him if I asked you
[16:20:48] OddNew: if the answer to that is no we have a BIG problem, don’t we?
[16:21:05] OddNew: If the answer is yes you and him have3 a BIG problem
[16:21:33] Rebecca K.: i really dont want to discuss this aspect of my life with you
[16:22:03] OddNew: not much else to talk about then
[16:22:14] OddNew: I can’t just be friends
[16:22:18] OddNew: for now
[16:22:26] OddNew: and likely not in the near future
[16:23:18] Rebecca K.: i like you too but all i cna handle is friendship
[16:23:40] OddNew: well than we don’t need to be friends
[16:25:51] Rebecca K.: yes we do
[16:26:08] OddNew: no
[16:26:16] OddNew: I don’t want to be just friends
[16:26:23] OddNew: you need to understand that
[16:27:05] Rebecca K.: why does it need to be all or nothing
[16:27:06] OddNew: What I am going though is not going to get easier
[16:27:12] OddNew: bc that’s what I want
[16:27:20] OddNew: I have enough friends
[16:27:35] Rebecca K.: no oyu dont
[16:27:41] OddNew: yes
[16:27:47] Rebecca K.: what i am going through is not going to ge tan easier either
[16:28:16] OddNew: well than no reason to add to our list of problems then
[16:29:56] Rebecca K.: vernon, if you’re here for the year you are bound to run into me sooner or later
[16:30:04] OddNew: so
[16:30:12] OddNew: I saw you twice last week
[16:30:17] OddNew: no big deal
[16:30:24] OddNew: I am bound to get a job
[16:30:31] Rebecca K.: then we need to move past this and act our age instead of like 3rd graders
[16:30:43] OddNew: my point exately
[16:30:49] OddNew: I said all i have to say
[16:30:53] Rebecca K.: then we should be friends
[16:31:00] OddNew: no
[16:31:10] Rebecca K.: ill join catpack and oyu’ll really need to talk to me
[16:31:14] OddNew: no
[16:31:21] Rebecca K.: what else are you going to do
[16:31:27] OddNew: ignore you
[16:31:34] OddNew: ot quit catpacvk
[16:31:45] Rebecca K.: whatever, that shows immaturity
[16:31:50] OddNew: no
[16:32:00] OddNew: You made you chocie
[16:32:11] OddNew: I am not friends with Katie, it’s not a problem
[16:32:21] OddNew: I am not friends with Jim, it’s not a problem
[16:32:32] OddNew: I am not friends with Victoria, it’s not a problem
[16:32:40] OddNew: I am not friends with Benny, it’s nto a problem
[16:33:01] Rebecca K.: i did not make a friggen choice
[16:33:08] OddNew: yes you did
[16:33:31] OddNew: I explicity remember you saying no I can not marry you because I am too young
[16:33:56] Rebecca K.: its true, i need to finish school
[16:34:06] OddNew: well than you made a chocie
[16:34:41] Rebecca K.: i need to graduate and make something of myself otherwise what kind of job can i get?
[16:35:12] OddNew: Are you saying you can’t do that when you are married?
[16:35:32] Rebecca K.: not in nebraska, i wnat tostay here
[16:36:48] OddNew: well than you made a choice
[16:36:56] OddNew: You said no to my marriage proposal
[16:37:11] Rebecca K.: that was not a proposal, i didnt see a ring
[16:37:32] OddNew: oh it was a proposal
[16:37:42] OddNew: and you said no
[16:38:42] Rebecca K.: a proposal over the internet is not a proposal’
[16:39:11] OddNew: I asked you in person
[16:39:50] Rebecca K.: without a ring or stability after marriage or anything like that is not marriage proposal you only proposed because you are afraid of being alone
[16:40:25] OddNew: why are you pushing this?
[16:40:44] Rebecca K.: im not pushing anything
[16:40:53] OddNew: me and Nadja are not friends
[16:40:56] OddNew: both of us are happy
[16:41:16] Rebecca K.: thats because she thougtht that you were mean
[16:41:22] OddNew: I am
[16:41:44] OddNew: and the simple fact that I don’t even know her
[16:41:48] OddNew: Or want to know her
[16:42:04] Rebecca K.: you want me to marry someone who is mean, thats not cool
[16:42:13] OddNew: no I don’t
[16:42:24] OddNew: I don’t want anything from you
[16:42:32] Rebecca K.: then why should i have married a self proclaimed meanie
[16:42:49] OddNew: because you loved that self proclaimed meanie
[16:43:19] Rebecca K.: yeah but over the summer i realized that i needed someone who would treat me and my friends with respect
[16:43:25] OddNew: ok
[16:43:30] OddNew: well than leave me alone
[16:43:35] Rebecca K.: i dont wnat ot
[16:43:48] OddNew: you just said you do
[16:43:59] Rebecca K.: i dont recall that
[16:44:26] OddNew: yeah but over the summer i realized that i needed someone who would treat me and my friends with respect
[16:43:25] OddNew: ok
[16:44:39] Rebecca K.: that doesnt mean that i wnat to leave you alone
[16:44:48] OddNew: what does it mean
[16:44:52] Rebecca K.: i just need to be in a relationship with a caring individual
[16:45:07] OddNew: do I meet those requirements?
[16:45:30] Rebecca K.: no because you dont treat me with the respect that i deserve
[16:45:39] OddNew: well than leave me alone
[16:45:45] Rebecca K.: nope
[16:45:46] *** “Rebecca K.” signed off at Mon Sep 29 16:45:46 2003.
Session Close (Rebecca K.): Mon Sep 29 16:45:48 2003

Session Start (oddnew:Rebecca K.): Mon Sep 29 16:47:49 2003
[16:47:56] OddNew: if you want respect you need to give it to
[16:48:04] OddNew: I AM ASKING YOU TO LEAE ME ALONE
[16:48:13] Rebecca K.: i do give respect
[16:48:31] OddNew: well than you will leave me alone
[16:48:55] Rebecca K.: but why?
[16:49:09] OddNew: bc I can’t handle being just friends\
[16:49:14] OddNew: it’s not that hard to understand
[16:49:46] Rebecca K.: why cnat you handle it
[16:50:01] OddNew: do you not understand
[16:50:10] OddNew: I STILL LOVE YOU
[16:50:17] OddNew: YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND
[16:50:25] OddNew: HUGH FRIGGEN PROBLEM FOR A RELATIONSHIP
[16:51:17] Rebecca K.: if i didnt have a boyfriend could we be friends
[16:51:25] OddNew: NOPE
[16:51:34] Rebecca K.: why not, then things would be differen
[16:51:36] OddNew: UNLESS YOU WANTED TO GO OUT With ME
[16:52:14] Rebecca K.: i dumped you twice, why would you want to go back out with me
[16:52:43] OddNew: YOU DUMPED ME TWICE, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO BE FREINDS
[16:52:49] OddNew: YOU MADE A MISTAKE
[16:53:04] Rebecca K.: yeah and i want to be frineds
[16:53:16] OddNew: TOO BAD\
[16:53:29] OddNew: I WANT $15 MILLION
Session Close (Rebecca K.): Mon Sep 29 16:57:32 2003

I am so freaking torn about what to do

Wild Rid

Man/Womyn that was a wild ride. But I was happy with RYR, it goes to show that if they take that darn plate off it will be horsepower that wins the race

Smallest muscle in the body.

Although the experts don’t agree on how many muscles there are in the human body, they do agree that the smallest muscle is the stapedius. Located in the middle ear, the stapedius is a mere 1.27 millimetres long. And what does such a miniscule muscle do? It controls the tiniest bone in the body, the stapes or stirrup bone. The stapes and two other bones conduct sound vibrations through the middle ear.

Ladies it is nto our brain.

Just for today

hopefully tomorrow I will wake up and find a wonderful girl, get married in 3 days; Maybe she will come back home, bc she is a wonderful girl who I can marry in 3 days.

Puzzle name

What do you call those puzzles were you have 5 people doing 4 of one thing, and than 4 of another thing?

Help me

I am going to need all the help I can get, I am out of the hospitial. I am still feeling pretty hopeless, help me if you can. I will do my best to make it.

Somebody’s Somebody

I wish I could say that, but I can’t it really sucks. I realize that I am nobody’s somebody, no one to call/write/e-mail that I care about. Life really sucks when you have no one to call on. If you ever become a parent, DO NOT treat your children wrong. They will pay for it and life will suck. Especially when they are about to graduate college, they are expected to go out and be a productive member in society. But what the hell am I supposed to do when I go home. No one to talk to about anything, my horrible day at work. How the person you love has issues that they do not want to face, because they are afraid. I hope if ANY of you have EVER broken anyone’s heart, it never happens to you. It sucks, and you probably hurt that person very much. I am still upset with Rebecca (rkurshen@nmu.edu, dainty18@hotmail.com) that she broke up with me for a stupid ass reason. I tried to totally understand where she was coming, but CANNOT. She says she does not have a problem with homeless people, that is udder bullshit. She says there were also other reasons, BULLSHIT. I was/am still the same person that she broke up with in December, because she did not want a serious relationship. Now if she had a problem with anything, she SHOULD NOT have gone back out with me. HELL I would have been better off!!! It hurts worse when you string people along, I would rather be 100% honest than a white liar. I once broke up with someone, but I did not try to go back out with that person. I didn’t let crap build-up either, the moment I had a problem with them, I let her know. I wasn’t playing with tug of war with that person’s heart. I don’t have many people I call friends, because people change. That is why I haven’t been let down that many times. I opened up to her and gave her all of me. I respected her as a person, and this is what I got. But against all odds, and my personal logic I gave her a second chance. I was ready to give her a third chance because I cared for her. But when someone is too weak to admit that they have a problem, I don’t need to associate with that person. I am not perfect in any sense, but I am able to admit that. It takes someone with a lot of will and desire to admit they have a problem. But you shouldn’t take other people down with you, and that is what she tried (I suppose) to do. I am walking here and been thinking. I don’t have much reason to do anything, no one to call and tell them I graduated. I suppose I will get in my U-Haul and do something with it, maybe not because I have no reason to do it. Personal goals are great, but they are no good if you don’t have anyone to celebrate them with. Signing off for now.