I lied to Xzvz about going back to school. I finally told the truth, felt better. The only problem is she said ‘well that’s ok for right now but be sure to keep in mind that if God didn’t have a purpose for you, you wouldn’t be here!‘ Well I say fuck this god thingy. I am not a beleiver and HATE having other people’s religion pushed off on me. Everything is cool with Xzvz except that, and she said trying to commit sucide was selfish. I have the right mind to dismiss her, I have done it before and sure it shall happen agian. Not something I wouldn’t do to have totally peace and tranquility in my world.